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i now only reallize she just think me as her best best fren....
i really think too much......
i just now on frenster....then saw her profile got updated....
so,i go see.....later i saw one think tat really make my heart spoil till deeply....=[
i think i will learn XXX to make me not think HER anymore!!!
i now tell my self......i muz try no sms her,or wat else la......
i wan say i gv up her!!!but i still cant....
i really cant forget her face,her smile,her cute,her everything~~~
why god oso give me felt till so bad....???i did anywrong...???
anyway,i really dunno wat on HER!!!i have to start forget her!!!!
i wont go find her anymore......n dun wan see her......i think i will forget her ba....[but i can do it ma...???anyone, HELP??? hold my hand to wake up frens....pls~~] =[
haiZzz~~~i start chasing her on feb till now.....
i got chance.....but i dunno how to 'zhen qu'.......=[
i wan scold my ownself.....me is stupit+idiot+not brave= wat...????hopeless...???useless...???
!@#$%~~~i dun wan tat all....go away from me!!!!!!!!!!
suan suan......for from today 21/8/09, 12hour .36 minute.25second AM!!!
I WAN START DONT THINK HER ANYMORE~~~!!!!!
izit i do tat i correct de...????may be correct,may be wrong........T__T
i will chg my 'xiang fa' about HER!!!!
i think dis week holiday i cant be happy le.....
plus,dis week i will start to forget her......bcoz i WONT SAW HER on next week.....
no tuition~~~teacher cancel class......but i can...???i really love her deeper deeply~~~
why why...???the time pass too fast d......
we last time wont so COLD like now.....kns!!may be my fault..???or she just treat me as best fren...???
i really confuse wit tat all....suan d....i think i dun wan ask so many d.....
forget HER is the better way,n good way for me.....
from haru haru lyric~~~
oh girl,i cry cry~~
yo my all,say goodbye bye~~
oh my love,don't lie lie~~
yo my heart,say good bye~~
tat really suit for me.....
GOOD BYE MY GIRL~~~
dis thing make me felt no mood to blogging d......but i will blogging as possible i can~~[jia you for me]......
=i cannot do dis anymore....pls,i have to try my self don do dis anymore~~~
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=THRUSDAY=
say back today de thing ba....
nothing so special.....just having basket ball competition....n STFU is the winner....anyway,at tat time have a fun....
later jiu have experiment at chemistry lab.....
let see ba fren~~~=[
=dis is tat experiment~~
then later jiu wait for recess....recess finish jiu at class till 1pm....then go back house.....whole period got teach but i not listen~~
later back house,bath n sms-ing her.....[dis will be tat latest]
then go kp find justin n at old town eat.....
eat finish tuition......
tuition finish,jiu go pasar malam.....bought yo-yo ice~~
the back house.....later 8++ i on the way go bath.....
my niece fall down till teeth drop....but no drop.....
then my parents so worry about my niece.....
later settle my niece problem i jiu go back house....just now at shop~~
reach house around 9++....watch tv n chat wit sis on msn+webcam....
open webcam to watch my house de kawai niece....
luckily nothing happen....just abit blood still haven stoped....
anyway,my niece still can use cam call my parent....me too....[ah ku]
later i jiu online lo.....then saw dao bu ying kai saw dao de thing.....
okay la....today till here!!
END FOR TODAY!!!
=WEDNESDAY=
nothing happen at skul.......just at there doing my add math note.....[i now wont wont do it any any more!!!!!!!!]
then later jiu listen song n sms wit san mei till finish skul.....
listen haru haru,lies,genie,gee,it's you,L.O.V.E n many more.....keep repeat.....
tat all for me at skul.....[wednesday is more free day]
later jiu have tuition......late go tuition.....
bcoz help my banking.....
around 3.20 only reach......
then jiu got around 5 or 6 kh girl blocking my way to go upstair.....so i need waiting them go upstair i only can go.....=.="
finish tuition jiu rush go buy reload for san mei....help her reload d....jiu went to bee buy egg turt for shuang.....
later reach house jiu watch tv then go back house.....
later sleep.....easy life......
nothing d~~~
END FOR RODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=TUESDAY=
at skul,ntg special......just at there wait for back.....
later,jiu have tuition......account tuition~~
reach eng ann at around 1.20pm......
reach there, jiu at mamak eat......at tat time san mei jiu come mamak find me.....
to gv back my acc book.....later she jiu show me dis~~~
=san mei so good design.....hahahss.....between really nice....
=dis is another design....nice..???da ge,er mei,xiao me....??? [san mei design]
=i love the most simple design de....and tat another wan.....da ge oso like tat two~~
eat finish d....da ge, jiu recieve sms from jerry...
call him come ni jia chicken fried~~~
later i oso follow go.....saw him n her gf patoh-ing....
zadao....=.="
later 2.30pm d.....i n da ge jiu wit hoh go tuition frist....at alpha....
then saw tat two couple again....zadao....so sweet.....
then i n da ge jiu go tuition d.....
today so many ppl....but me,da ge,cheng,andy,keng zhen still kena go infront sit....=.="...
so shui!!!later tuition jiu go kp for a while....
later jiu go back....
reach shop bath,eat,watch tv then jiu go back house....
reach house again watch drama.....K.O SAN GUO~~
11++ only slept!=.="
nothing to blog d.....
END FOR TODAY~~~
=MONDAY=
today assembly having celebration for national's day~
not so fun....ok ok only.....
later jiu nothing special at all...
wait for go back skul.....
reach shop eat,bath then sleep......
tat all d....me so so so tired + no mood la.....
END FOR TODAY!!!
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really no mood now fren....so so so apologize~~~
tat all my fault i think.....
any way,i today comfirm cannot sleep.....
anyone can pei me...???lols...
but i wan one ppl better....
listen to lies, haru haru tat enough for me......
tat all la....bye~~~
good nigth~~
sweet dream~~tatax!!